Reviews....Reflections...and thoughts
Promotional Exams are in 47days time! Oh my freaking gosh...I have start preparing yet...with all the other stuff I have been doing. Aaargh...
Still, sometimes I wonder why I have so much stuff on my hands. Is it because of my need to be involved? maybe its my time management, the lack of it. I understand how Leroy is feeling as I had been feeling rather lonely and dejected in the first few months of JC. Especially being the only one there....
Let me give a taste of how its like....
You go for class, class is over, you end up in the library doing work or reading books, you go for class again. The only time you see your classmates ( note I used the word classmates and not friends ) is in class. That was the lifestyle I had and I tell you it is worlds apart from the close friendship which I had. Maybe this is my own fault for being too disciplined. ( reasons is a different thing and too sensitive to be put up ) :)
However, now things have changed. Though it is still hard as my subject combination is one of the weirdest in school ( 2 science 2 arts, who the hell takes it this way ! ), I still get to mix with my close friends in the council ( all those dirty jokes...lol and endless hours of brainstorming ) while being bonded with my class 1707 where I must say the spirit is soaring up up and away ( truly a class above the rest ) :)
Perhaps the two things that is needed are the ability to change and time itself. You can change, but you must change over time - there is no such ability to change in a split second and it is best if change is left gradually. To what you are to change, that is what you alone must discover. Sometimes you can get advice from your close friends, but it is you yourself who knows yourself the best.
Now the major thing for me is to find time for myself and my homework. Currently the busy level on me is an above average and this is going to go on for quite some time...Haha...I dont know why I am laughing about it...maybe its because I am going crazy...
Well after all this long talk, I must put a rest to my typing. I need to go running but I dont have the mood for it...anyone want to join me ? ( of course I must know you in the first place...lolx )
Carpe Diem - Sieze the day









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