Short and sweet...I hope
posted by c0mb0kick | LeRoy
Just dropping by to update on this supposedly "active" blog. Owing to the fact that there are suppose to be 3 people updating this cyberspace diary...lol. Looks like the promo is really taking its toll.
So I'm here once again to just plant in a piece of my mind, before it gets lost in the ever-hectic and tight schedule of mine.
I think I can finally safely say that I have settled down in JC, not only emotionally but mentally and physically as well. This may be due to the fact that I'm not as petty as I used to be and am finally able to be myself once again. Many would think I'm tactless, having took so long to settle down and just before promos. For me, this was a journey of tackling my insecurities and being able to be myself in spite of the many constrains faced everyday.
Come on lets face it, why try be someone else to escape reality and screw everything up rather than being yourself which you took your whole life to build? I mean, which one is more alien to you? Yourself or a shrewd facade you tried to manifest in those few days?!
So as it seems, my shrewd facade turned out to be one of arrogance and silence, which caused me a class and nearly the whole year in JC1. Still, we all make mistakes and the real challenge in life is to pick yourself up and try, try again. Many times it will be tough, and that's when friends come into the picture. And even if they cant always be there for you, you still have yourself. So my message is, LOVE yourself to bits first before loving others. At least you already have evidence that you can portray some form of love, so that others can see and appreciate and are more confident of the love you can provide for them.
And for those who are already lost in this sea of delocalised words, I'm a loud thinker, and I think as I type. So any and every thought that comes to my mind during these sessions just seem to make their way into the posts and are scrutinised unmercifully by your criticising eyes...LOL. Therefore, do spare me that frown and do something useful for a change, like leave some constructive criticism in the "comments box" on your immediate left. Unless you dont even know where left is, then just press that [X] on your immediate right and be done with it... Hold on, if you don't know where left is, how would you know where right is?!...LOL
P.S... mind my incoherent babbling, I'm just fully utilising the blog to safely vent my thoughts...LOL...the purpose and wonder of the blog.
Just dropping by to update on this supposedly "active" blog. Owing to the fact that there are suppose to be 3 people updating this cyberspace diary...lol. Looks like the promo is really taking its toll.
So I'm here once again to just plant in a piece of my mind, before it gets lost in the ever-hectic and tight schedule of mine.
I think I can finally safely say that I have settled down in JC, not only emotionally but mentally and physically as well. This may be due to the fact that I'm not as petty as I used to be and am finally able to be myself once again. Many would think I'm tactless, having took so long to settle down and just before promos. For me, this was a journey of tackling my insecurities and being able to be myself in spite of the many constrains faced everyday.
Come on lets face it, why try be someone else to escape reality and screw everything up rather than being yourself which you took your whole life to build? I mean, which one is more alien to you? Yourself or a shrewd facade you tried to manifest in those few days?!
So as it seems, my shrewd facade turned out to be one of arrogance and silence, which caused me a class and nearly the whole year in JC1. Still, we all make mistakes and the real challenge in life is to pick yourself up and try, try again. Many times it will be tough, and that's when friends come into the picture. And even if they cant always be there for you, you still have yourself. So my message is, LOVE yourself to bits first before loving others. At least you already have evidence that you can portray some form of love, so that others can see and appreciate and are more confident of the love you can provide for them.
And for those who are already lost in this sea of delocalised words, I'm a loud thinker, and I think as I type. So any and every thought that comes to my mind during these sessions just seem to make their way into the posts and are scrutinised unmercifully by your criticising eyes...LOL. Therefore, do spare me that frown and do something useful for a change, like leave some constructive criticism in the "comments box" on your immediate left. Unless you dont even know where left is, then just press that [X] on your immediate right and be done with it... Hold on, if you don't know where left is, how would you know where right is?!...LOL
P.S... mind my incoherent babbling, I'm just fully utilising the blog to safely vent my thoughts...LOL...the purpose and wonder of the blog.
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