Here we go ...again

posted by c0mb0kick | LeRoy

You know, i never really did appreciate the weekends up until now where even Saturdays are hard to come by. Sigh... a gruelling week once again for this ''normal'' jc life of mine. i think I've already been forced into this void of acceptance of the world around you. i miss my old self, but if that were to ever revive again, i think I'd be getting a mental break down the moment i step into school again. Anyway, i think the only good news would be that my sales for the fund-raising have never been better(I'm currently fund-raising for an Overseas CIP(OCIP) trip to Cambodia or Vietnam to help the kids there in one way or another. The funds are going to the kids, so if any kind soul out there have a sudden craving or are willing to donate, please do not hesitate to approach me). But then again, i think i can still do more in the fund-raising. Problem is, i am now seriously lacking the encouragement from my peers and am truly running on my own super weak self-encouragements.

Well, at least it's a start. i think now I'm currently taking the days as it goes by, rarely trying to plan for tomorrow just so that i do not get disappointed or stressed up. But sadly, planning ahead seems to be like the most essential, important, DIE DIE MUST DO habit for me this year.(those who know me well will understand my EOY holi's are almost gone) So i just hope i plan for the right things and not procrastinate anymore.

And rather shockingly, I've suddenly been a new addict to reader's digest. Maybe because now JC demands more General Knowledge from you( know you know why it's called GENERAL paper) or maybe I've grown more mature into reading articles.
So having already said so much, i think its high time i made some goals for me to strive for this month and see how it goes...

1. Get a C grade for Physics during the 13th August test
2. Be on task with my tutorials and do them the moment the lecturer finishes the particular section.
3. Learn how to fold heart origami out of notes( a new encouragement for saving money)
4. GET MY FREAKING HOUSE T-SHIRT!!!
5. Excel in my GP all the way( MUST ACE THIS FREAKING SUBJECT!)
6. Get some respect from my class by improving my overall management of my homework
7. AND finally, completing all of the above.

Though some are really short and sweet, i think it is really essential for one to know and keep track of one's goals if he wishes to improve and do better in life. My only problem would be on how i should go about encouraging myself. Well I've done wonders for Chemistry and GP, why cant i do it for the others????

*Note to self: If one cannot get any encouragement from one's peers, why not get the teachers*

LOL..

Btw, i've finally met a group of students that are really worth having a conversation with in my JC. Not only are they knowledgeable and intelligent in many ways, they allow me to express freely some of the pent up expressions and phrases that seem too sophisticated for the average student to comprehend.

I think i should end of here before more peeps start making the keyboard their bolsters...lol