All Right...my 80th post.

posted by Justin D. Pereira

This is the 80th post of the silverzerox | amelioration blog. In a way of celebrating, I am posting a video which I found on Youtube ( http://www.youtube.com : for those who have yet to discover it ).

It's entitled Everytime We Touch remixed by Cascada. A beautiful piano piece and I will learn this song.



Well yup, today I played badminton with Michel ( like finally ), Anthony and Leroy ( as usual ). Though I must say that this badminton game is revealing characteristics of people where I was previously blind to. Sad, sad. Its a sad world we live in.

My mind is totally consumed. All my years in life, I have been counseling others, advising them on the paths to take. However, I need an outlet. Where the counselor counsels others, who is to counsel the counselor. I do not turn to my friends because I cannot falter under another person's power. Blame it on my upbringing, blame it on the ill justice of fate, I simply cannot succumb to others and weaken myself before them. To humble myself I may be able to accomplish, but to let others hold an advantage over me, never. Still, I know I need my friends when I am feeling down, but I do not share my innermost thoughts. What I truly want, what I desire, even I myself I do not know.