man has changed...man has become different...
Difference in man
The soul of mankind is not one easily understood. It may wander, it may falter, and sometimes it may just be that of a different kind. However, it is when a man’s own vow to his partner is broken by himself, will be the time when his soul has drifted from his body and he becomes no longer the person whom he used to be.
Just imagine the angst, the pain which this man is causing. Is it truly worth it for him to seek pleasures with another? There are so many issues to solve, simply matters to comprehend, but he had to choose this. Is it worth it? I would say he is behaving like that of a child. The sophisticated and matured man has become that of a child who rants and wants his way in every possible aspect of life. He demands respect, but does he give respect? He demands love but has he treated his partner with love. He wants attention, but feels none is given. What then has he gained? He has gained nothing but the mere thought that everyone else is despising him and treating him as worthless like a piece of dirt. His pride becomes hurt, he self-esteem drops, and he wants someone to treat him like a human.
When he feels everything is low, he needs to be wanted. He looked beyond the doors of his family and finds entertainment through others with their sheer facade of money-crazed looks. He thinks they are able to provide him solace, a sense of belonging, a feel of respect, but what do they actually want? This man has become fooled by this aspect of monetary happiness while he abandoned his true pleasure and joyfulness in life. Is this matured of him? Such is the evil nature of man, where greed for desire is a behemoth amongst the animals. His partner then tries to restrain him, but she fails. She tries and tries again but nothing moves. He has become as immobile as a boulder. His own perspectives to where his true opinions lie are blinded by his allure’s bluff towards happiness. His principles have changed and he becomes no longer the man which his partner once knew of.
Another member of the family steps in trying to patch the problem. The boy, matured enough in his thoughts to know what is occurring around him, tries to close the widening gap between the two people whom he had always loved in his life. This boy is confused, he does not know what to do but he does not want to see this happen. Although all his life he had to live with the differences and tempers of each person, this time round, the impact was the worst of all. The evil which he feels from his idol wrenches his heart like a dry cloth being drained of all drops of water. It hurts, but he is left in a state of bewilderment. Each persuasion technique he uses against the man of his life to reconcile the broken keystone between the latter’s bridge of marriage is nothing to be thought of. The man shouts back, argues back and even cries in front of him. He complains and questions why, why scold him, what wrong has he done? The very issue that the man is still behind a veil of his self-indulgence leaves the boy in a situation of self-doubt. Can his idol be reclaimed from the clutches of sin and misdeeds?
The man thinks he is justified in his arguments and actions but when his partner so happens to overhear his lewd conversation with a friend, he tries to strangle her. He shouts at her, he throw things at her. Nonetheless, it is apparent that he has slid into the very characteristic which he did not want to carry, fear. He becomes frightened that his ideas and thoughts have been discovered by the unexpected person in his life. That fear has transformed him, from a man into a beast. What has this man become? The breakdown in his soul to that of an animal who has no sense of propriety and morality is a colossal impact to all those around him.









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